Sunday, July 24, 2016

Eulogic; is there ...?.

                    < To the Memory of a dear friend >
|||||||||||||||||||||There SURE is  a place all set for you in  HIS HOUSE |||||||||||||||||||||

   As one before oñé "treasured gems" of oñé s life --whom  oñé did not chose but were by designs or plans of HE yet unknown,  thrown onto the same existential era, same path, each  one  a tiny "Spark" on  the similar  diverse  route "HOMé"
               -- has gone out  - before  oñé self -  
each  'light'  unconnected, yet essentially "pieces" of  oñé
              - "family"  separate biological parentage
                           
   
                                   > brethren <

 If timely, now is that period before the final call for  oñé 's boarding, sounds; that oñé should truly peer, deeply into the till now irrelevant depths;
                                    
 of the immense lake 
                                      
                                         •••< LIFE >•••

  to immerse oñé self; 
   know that "murkiness",  
     deeply to savor;  
        intoxicate oñé self of the elixir therein 

- neither for attainment of eternal unreal  "Non-death":
- no† for "wealth  unimaginably inexhaustible; illogical-: - neither to know TRUTH; surely never attainable here; irrelevant; as oñé's Receptacle is so  

incapacious 


vs
       
                                          IMMENSITY. 


               BUT only to perhaps be assured                ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| «for oñé's own saké »||||||||||||||||||||||||||

= that after all = 
** there is sense     
    ••   if not meaning
     ** there is order                          
         ••   i f not meaning;
             ** there is balance=
                    ** there is beauty=
             •• if not meaning;
               to these many risings of the Sun
    & the as many  settings of Same
 each  &  almost everyone
   witnessed had we together
as fellow kindred "sparks" 
once  light'd , 
now need flicker, dim; 

you before 

one 
after one 

each 
†0
be
'extinguished' 
'unlighted'
'gloom'd'
      
    °°having dove deep, drunk full, of 
the VAS†ñéss
•• LIFE••
would the too brief Transience, 
 too fleeting Impermenance


 of the  now dimmed 'spark' 


FRIEND,
PAL,
 Buddy,

 who on the same HOMEward trek before
 is gone now
||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
Would the ENTIRETY
 appear less 
a happenstance
less a cipher,
 a jigsaw,
less a maze,
as an impossible mind numbing nebulous expense of zeroes & almost intangible non zeroes, 
just as nebulous, as the sum of  life's  breaths exhaled - 
as elusive as the beams of Sun - set?

Would these all been exhausted in total incomprehensible  futility? 
A shared flickering  of N0ñé?

As inSIGNIFICAN†ly HUGE big ZERO   
as Noñé 

Or would the KNOWing to come 

  after the here?
 


---------< ••• ---••• >--------




Wednesday, July 20, 2016

You only live Twice ..



  

Remember James 007 Bond's - "You only live twice"



Nice premise - to live twice, no?


Rather, it is preferable, in fact better, in fact it is awfully





           ///awesome\\\


to only live



              |-


              -|

Be it once, twice, thrice, a lifetime

Or to even attain immortality & to LIVE forever.


Surely one has someone, whom everyone wishes would please go home to their Makers PEEROIDD. Yet by a twist of luck, fate or some unknown "F" factor, the fark never dies, keeps living on & on & on & on!


To live for a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time, is of less import if one 'dies' multiple times.


°When one spies a pretty woman walking by -


one dieded**


°
One sees a friend having the latest must have techie gadget before one gets same -

one dieded**,


°Spies a neighbor's husband so much handsomer than one's -

one dieded**,


°Lost out to a friend who had a better golf score -

one dieded**



°Noting how a despicably unworthy, useless

Sh°†filled guy could gain so much adulations,

& respect, bull-shitting Live- Streaming Cable @ CNN

Donald McTRUMPetting or defeacating verbally at Political preERECTION preElection Rally or emeticking from the altar at Church-

one dieded**



°
When a 'friend' with an 'admirably' expensive affluent lifestyle seemingly acquired effortlessly incommensurate with expended efforts

one dieded**


** 'dieded'
to add emphasis, an extra severity a necessary umpphh to the 'usual' less than ordinary end-of-life - DYING


Jealousy, envy, avarice, all the very human feelings of normal discontent - they kill us many, many times over; everyday every hour every living moment.

Multiple deaths from our ill-feelings, of discontent, competitiveness, our DEAD 'fathers & mothers - the negatives as beloved as fathers and mothers, cause us unrestrained ill-will, bury us, prevent us from achieving a truly JOYfilled life !

The proverbial Camel, its HUMP 'filled' - humped with every dead $h°†, Straw$, XÍXKKK, imaginable.





     [Let the dead bury the dead]

                

   The guy who was asked to let his dead father immolate his own corpse must have felt the prophet a little mad ?






To 'die' to the ill will, the angst of discontent, the negativity of unnecessary competiveness, just to be top to hence look down on the rest - these 'unGRACE' our Spirit - kILLs.

burying these, our beloved 'dead' - these killer emolaxatives, driving, non obvious unseen urges we do not even realized were causing us to lose chances of gaining greater Grace.


Thus burying our 'dead' as beloved as our late fathers we do not die multiple deaths - regularly, unfailingly, failing to attain a higher level of LIFE



And though life may be long - we truly are not alive !

Zombies, Spirit - wise