As one before oñé "treasured gems" of oñé s life --whom oñé did not chose but were by designs or plans of HE yet unknown, thrown onto the same existential era, same path, each one a tiny "Spark" on the similar diverse route "HOMé"
-- has gone out - before oñé self - each 'light' unconnected, yet essentially "pieces" of oñé
- "family" separate biological parentage
> brethren <
If timely, now is that period before the final call for oñé 's boarding, sounds; that oñé should truly peer, deeply into the till now irrelevant depths;
of the immense lake
•••< LIFE >•••
to immerse oñé self;
know that "murkiness",
deeply to savor;
intoxicate oñé self of the elixir therein
- neither for attainment of eternal unreal "Non-death":
- no† for "wealth unimaginably inexhaustible; illogical-: - neither to know TRUTH; surely never attainable here; irrelevant; as oñé's Receptacle is so
incapacious
incapacious
vs
IMMENSITY.
BUT only to perhaps be assured ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| «for oñé's own saké »||||||||||||||||||||||||||
= that after all =
** there is sense •• if not meaning
** there is order
•• i f not meaning;
** there is balance=
** there is beauty=
•• if not meaning;
to these many risings of the Sun
& the as many settings of Same;
each & almost everyone
witnessed had we together
each & almost everyone
witnessed had we together
as fellow kindred "sparks"
once light'd ,
now need flicker, dim;
you before
one
after one
each
†0
be
'extinguished'
'unlighted'
'gloom'd'
°°having dove deep, drunk full, of
the VAS†ñéss
•• LIFE••
would the too brief Transience,
too fleeting Impermenance
of the now dimmed 'spark'
FRIEND,
PAL,
Buddy,
who on the same HOMEward trek before
is gone now
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Would the ENTIRETY
appear less
a happenstance
less a cipher,
a jigsaw,
less a maze,
as an impossible mind numbing nebulous expense of zeroes & almost intangible non zeroes,
just as nebulous, as the sum of life's breaths exhaled -
as elusive as the beams of Sun - set?
Would these all been exhausted in total incomprehensible futility?
A shared flickering of N0ñé?
As inSIGNIFICAN†ly HUGE big ZERO
as Noñé
as Noñé
Or would the KNOWing to come
after the here?