Find Him - Lose All Else

  
   By going to a certain building, on a particular day & time, performing prescribed, approved rituals, doing the motions, reciting the mantras, pledging & rededicating beliefs through declarations, reaffirming trust via invocations, confessing to & admitting one is a spiritually failed deficient human; then throwing and completely surrendering the fate of oneself, to an Authority mandated by those claiming to be acting on the behest, on behalf of the Creator, many  are CONVINCED  & BELIEVE they have found the ONE true Maker called god! And firmly convinced what they are doing is what the ONE true god wants them to do.

   Rather than skim surface frivolities & basing one's understanding of the ONE true god on pronouncements, edicts, doctrines, espoused & propagated by so called guides, gurus and shepherds, who though are supposedly hand-picked by the divine, & are supposedly 'imbued' with intimate knowledge & understanding of the ONE true god which no living person could actually have; - one, if wanting to reach greater heights of spiritual clarity & exhilaration, need to go real deep into spiritual waters; uncharted, unguided, & delve deep into parts of the realm that supposedly holds the vast understanding called Truth - called God. 

In the quest for an eternal Creator, as yet never 'seen' other than through non human senses, or spiritual blind faith, the attempt to intimately reach the Maker/Originator/Creator/God/Yahweh/Allah etc is fraught with loneliness, assuredly very unfulfilling & troubling.

Loneliness - no one is willing or able in any sense of the word, to share in that soul draining search. Besides most of one's contemporaries AND family would perform emergency evacuation, perhaps not physically, but surely distance themselves from your proximity!

Unfulfilling - as the answers or 'success'  if any, if ever achieved or arrived at, has no confirmatory finality. Even the seeker would not be sure of having 'arrived at destination'

Troubling - there are almost no reference, no unabridged versions of any authority or guide. 
    

   One easily could visualize the desperate loneliness, complete isolate-ness of those pre-religion philosopher-thinker-spiritualist 'giants' - attempting to re-establish the ethereal pathways, the pre-Adamic links long severed & erased, long lost to us. In the deep darkest hour of desert desolation, they stubbornly attempt to reach the Divine through intense soul seeking, diving deep into the primordial depths, the roots of pre-born consciousness, attempting to touch that link & re-establish to Him. 

Picture the weirdness other (normal) beings viewed these 'mystics', & apprehensively take a step (more like 3) away from them, while they seemingly enter into that state of transcendent unquiet in their un-fulfilling, unsatisfying, often self exiling act to grasp an 'XYZ' not even they knew was 'WHAT'.  

 Yet to be human is more than willful pleasures, blind beliefs & unquestioning allegiance to Man-mandated star, super successful personas. 

 The seekers,  scattered throughout god's interaction  with us, gave inklings but never solid bankable "reality" of the ONE. 

   

   In seeking in the vast Unknown for Him - for God,  if one ever even find any inkling of understanding or nano bit of 'clarity' of Him, one might still be as lost, still be as un-clear, still as un-informed!

 Being completely unequipped, un-prepared as in not possessing the abilities, qualities of extra-human senses to assimilate what one might find regarding the reality, clarity or even a firmer inkling of His Nature might prove the futility & unrewarding nature of one's preoccupation/obsession/search. 

Which is why the understanding of such knowledge is better summed up with 'blindness' - an unwavering confidence in an INFALLIBLE which nothing ever devised or stumbled upon by humans can authenticate.

   Thus is it worth sacrificing normalcy, the comforts of everyday living & social acceptance, to go off on a turbulent quest where one surely would be regarded persona non grata by one's circle of 'failed ' fellow 'faithfuls'?

 A Leper, not ringing a bell, or shouting 'unclean, unclean' would still be regarded in every other sense  -  a leper!

Dare one thus make that choice? 

To attempt pondering on, seeking that elusive, perhaps unfathomable-even-if- found Entity?

Dare one forego earthly, familial, communal, social comforts for a non profitable venture, doomed to bring nothing…except maybe an un-tenable promise of 'almost-but-not-quite-there-yet' near Enlightenment?

Life's tempting promises of comforts plus its brevity make that choice unlikely for many.

SATAN's Taunt.

 Clarification:
 on 'believers' Great Expectations of being saved again

    Some of you humans hopelessly wish & foolishly believe that even though you are all so desperately in deep sh*t Sin, the Lord (benevolent God) will come deliver you  - like the calvary or Lone ranger & Tonto in the old Westerns.
For evil as you know you all are, He has a weird love which you humans has never understood - a kind of unconditional Love, you so proudly call AGAPE. That in itself is fallacious  Which intelligent being would want to associate with creatures like you let alone a Divine Intelligence like God? (OMG!)
  Naturally being made  (only) as images of Him you will never be able to feel, express or even appreciate this Agape. (Shame on you).
Being what you are your eyes see only visually *agreeable images.. *include mainly crass, gross & other  earthy,  sensually exhilarating images (despite claiming a religion)
Your minds seek only *acceptable thoughts, the bland, the safe, & the mundane *(not restricted to only spiritually imprimatur-d thoughts - also & especially materialistically avaricious  self enriching-ly tempting deliciously one-upping)
The Ears you have tune into only to the soothingest, most consoling, condescending comforting, religious  platitudes.
*How many of you poor fallen ones will trouble yourselves to seek in places most of you will shun, which might bring you closer to a proper perspective of the whole story and purpose?
*How many will endure spiritual isolation, being ostracized and shunned by your religious peers to enquire alternative and usually unorthodox inputs on the happily accepted romanticized version of your Maker - fed to you from infancy by organized religions?
*Who among you hopeless, spineless creatures will even think of being different and try figure out the real deal? 
Rather you prefer to feel secure & spiritually safe (I have been SAVED)by believing unquestioningly as Religion would have you do, that what you were told IS THE TRUTH about God. An idiot with unquestioning FAITH!
Is that what Faith is - Unquestioning? Not wishing to know ? Swallow whatever is fed to you? Would you even ask why should Faith be unquestioning??

So here's the 

Final decree & CLARIFICATION for your information :

NO God is ever coming to save your miserable a**es

(readers without 'faith' in the authenticity/reliability of events depicted in scriptures - what the 'eF' are you doing reading this crap? )

Nobody, NOBODY is coming to save anyone, anytime, anymore  - ever:
REASON why No One will be coming ..
•First time 'God' came: He was accused of submerging & drowning the entire world except for a few people from a favored family namely NOAH, his clan & most animals ( mosquitoes, snakes, killer viruses, creepy crawlies -& Yes politicos; they were very inconveniently not excluded since heaven isn't here.  Unicorns & Santa Claus sorry, are not on board)
•Second time God came: He was accused of making a VIRGIN full - Bringing shame, disrepute, scandal, shambles, & catastrophic horrors  to the honor of two entirely respectable (middle Eastern) families. (you still think it's a privilege to be a race that's chosen -  i.e. in the same family tree as Mary & Joseph?)
•Third time God came: ... oh well - you know right?
You hung Him high between 2 thieving scoundrels on a hill where  public execution of *criminals, low-life, perverts, rebels with or without cause, people who wear glasses, tatoo-ed people generally anyone not with you & thus are against you...
... "Justice must not be done but be seen to be done... bla bla bla'' (politicos very qualify for inclusion on this list)!

   From the torture exacted on Him prior to, as well as during the termination of His 3rd earthly encounter with you miserable humans, the Manual on techniques to extract information used in various black sites, on detainees from the Axis of Evil, is devised and is instrumental in helping Team Seal 6 get that 'tall Guy' at AbbotaBAD

Thus if you were in God's shoes (if He wears shoes) would you wish to, dare to, bother at all to make a come back & face the music with fargs like such?
Or would you make yourself as scarce, as far away, as silent, as unseen, unheard, unreachable, unavailable, invisible;  as you can from this mistake called MAN?

Following this CLARIFICATION it is now CLEAR why you never see or hear or smell or touch or taste or even imagine Him after His Crucifixion?
If you still see, hear, smell, touch, even dream of His presence - CONGRATULATIONS!! the stuff you are smoking or snorting, mainlining, imbibing will be greatly sought after... $$$$$$$.


from the iPad:
  
of  deputy asst vice president: 
Sir S. A. Tan C.S.B.(knight of the Imperial order of Coal Sulphur Brimestones)