Saturday, February 6, 2016

Last Laugh ... ALONE



    All who were created, have a share in the fabric : "LIFE"
All were given that opportunity by being given life, being born, thrust into 'being'  part of the weaving process. 

The leader: Man entrusted with the role to lead, to be the compass for the entire flock of multi-directionally-inclined, Godliness-declined, ill-defined, mostly reclined gathering of created beings: 
Humans, had great need for, not just commitment, motivation & other self denying qualities, but a FACTOR  - which being Man &  only human, would have none naturally endowed at birth.
   If the Divine was not inclined to fill, & provide  that naturally lacking, yet most required møral (moreal)fibre the "F" factor Man so desperately needed, the HUMAN Circus long ago would have folded & the SCRIBE would have footnoted the final chapters of Man's descent to it's Dank Destiny.

Hence despite a willing spirit .. with a sensual heart within a vulnerable hedonistic body, Man was doomed to frequent falls, fails & hopeless headlong progress to a dastardly assured, obvious, expected, foregone Oblivion.
        

    
YET 
though the present conTEMPORARY 
being-ness ends in the ground, 
the journey of one's  Life   
does not. 
  
  The man who only lives till his last human breath, has never really realized the immensity & the Magnitude of his being here. 

  No event in the earthly world is a random meaningless happenstance. 
  Seemingly random chanced coincidences, or 'luck' are so perceived because of one's own allowed (till later) limited spiritual perception/vision. 

An unexplainable incident never was random, coincidental, neither a fluke lucky shot. It just is not time yet for the reason/purposé to be made known in it's entirety.

Believing thus as one incomplete, follow one's Guru, one's  Rabbi, one's soul/spiritual guide, & the many men & women possessed/blessed/charmed with spiritual.vision.extraordinaire;     though as one lives, every act one initiates 
with ignoble intentions or exemplary sterlingness of purpose 
either removes little or much, 
either contributes lots to or detracts plenty from the combined Guilt of Man.



Regardless if one succumbs to less than noble cravings, subscribing to more hedonistic pursuits; 

or from the illuminates of one's  godlier idealistic high-lights; 
the "colors, discolors, muddy stains, 
shadows grey, blue or black, burgundy marüøn, exØx†îz" all the strands would one weave  into  that fabric "LIFE".

Every one of each 'fiber' would require
TRUTHful justification  
TOTAL    accountability 
FINAL    recompense.
at END.

     The choice is one's own to be accountably responsible in treading this "route" 
threading of the TAPESTRY                      
                'LIFE'

Be it as one might

'Live' as the Happy Wanderer -
Wandering over the HI-ways & the BYE-ways 

would when base is touched 
     
 "..when day's done     
      gone's the sun
      gone the moon 
      gone the stars 

 from the hills
 from the seas
 from the skies
       
 from one's Eyes  
       &
  Ears
       &
   ALL

 does one yet even then 
  stand erect, pridefool

   faculties-less
  with
 limp heroic gusto, 
 hollow gunhohohoho
 empty bravado
 to loudly, insolently
 SHOUT
 doodadoodadoodadooo
 and arrogantLéé
 declare
 independance,  
 freedom
 with worthLéss 
 liberty

 affirm, insist 

  there was only one way 
     
AND 
  
it

      was 

         one's        
          
           WAY?



Thursday, February 4, 2016

My way ...

 



THE man : 

".. I have A dream



Nøñé is going to disrupt it…."

So
he dreamed

& long did he

 dream...

as he dreamed 

 LIVED his DREAM

HE made his DREAM others' dream too.

the ONLY 

Dream 

others could dream.

others : "..yes! yes! yes!
nod. nod. nod.
‘what a great dream !
how great this dream is !
yes ! yes ! yes ! 
indeed
a great MAN !
       a great DREAM ..!” 




pack rat : yum yum it smells cheesy


halal swine
: yea tastes rather haram-y to me


malevolent macaque
: would that it were more yellow


albino non-kosher ape
: done medium rare, would go down very well with a vodka martini







shaken & stirred, round off with a slice of Yubari Melon -


I want. I want.



early bird : complete with boundless clear skies - should work for me










queer fish : all around, in me, with me, through me - sure!






great dream










coffin worm :filled with boundless earth should be ok by me.










Child : ".. Is that my every night's nightmare" ?










Children : "..ours too "?





"Darkness: ".. ‘sniggerrrrr’ 


"go for it" 


v

v

v








"Blur" ..‘sniggerrrrr’

  "go for it"

V

v

v

Gutless Spineless Thinker [GST]

v

V


V
 "hey be a "Man", mann!  Go forrr it" 


BUT it only was a dream of a man, 
only a man
GREAT 
 man with only 
a dream, 

like yours

like his

like it's

like mine

like her's

like androgynous'



Like so countless many

who didn't count for much
 each had DREAMs zzzzZZZZ

If 
everyøñé's

were made 

the same

&

the only


DREAM


would it 

ever 

be 



H  p Y

???
















ZIKA - or "DEATH is not ALLOWED














DEATH is not OK







....would the likelihood of a vaccine to protect us, all Living Creatures, from Zika be concocted sooner than last month?







And before this latest Woooooaa scary ZIKA






the entire unacceptably L00000000000000000ooooo000000ng list of sh•t-in--pants scary-killer -incurable-unacceptable







DISEASES 




all causing 





DEATH









is on Queue for vaccines to be CONcocked..



Isn't Death a part of "life" 

or 




Is Death now promoted as only a natural part of life when one DIES from (APPROVED) acceptable causes ?




For the sake of clarity & as a greatest favour to silly uninformed unsavvy foggies who obviously know nothing :






Please clarify for instance



:~ that there is another way to not die, when one no longer lives.



:~ that in one's living & supposed giving glory to GOD, death or dying in any way, shape, form or method or process, is an occasion, event deemed Unnatural, Unacceptable, to be voided at all cost

like the plague, like death ?



So kindly list the acceptable Halal [as jihardists say]


ways or causes 

allowed by


[one's personal]

God 




to die?






Or does one die each time, every moment a newer way to be made dead comes on line like



"YIKA"

"XAka" 

"WAka" 

"Kakaka"

"ViKa"







Chinese NewYear Wishes

    


    Ever wonder why one would wish for more years? More Prosperity?
Why & would one only be  complete if amassing more un-necessities ensures one  live, fuller than one could with Sufficient instead ?
As far as anyone would want to make a  Chinese New Year wish 
it  would be most noble to beg & hope for


LESS 

* pain
* insomnia
* irresolvable family disputes
* misunderstandings
* differences in opinions
* unbridled selfish instincts
* one-up-manship 
* social posturing & maneuverings
* price increases of every enjoyable thing ever affordably enjoyed too briefly
* thin skinned taking of offenses not even meant
* red tapes & useless unnecessary security measures put in place to thwart
   paranoia induced imaginary raving murderous terrorists

AND the MOTHER of ALL to be wished the most LESS



LESS: * BIGOTRY

      * Exclusive RELIGIOUS High Horsey-ness 
                                                          
      * my father in Heaven can beat your     
        father (not in heaven of course)
    
 LESS                                                      

      * higher credentialed Ass-holes with poorly accredited back waters Universities Degrees "blessed" with dubious intellectual abilities in huge airy heads, espousing like they were what they exactly are not, holding high offices in government bodies

       * "dedicated" people of the cloth who would daily tarnish  God                
      
       * unnecessary fakéé put on "proper cultured etiquette" - for 'Effing' snob values

       * LESS rushing, LESS "fast" in everything , even in useless not at all "urgencies" like an evening stroll through the park with the dog


 LESS  * youth-oriented marketing "geni-asses" with emphasis on all  
         things new - youthful - thus trendy cos - youthful


LESS       * manipulative consumeristic introductions & impositions of unneeded gadgets, appliances & stuff/things no one truly needed to TRULY LIVE  iFarg, iskrew, ¥oink, stuff of such genre ripping off millions
  
       * LESS falsehood cloaked in Truthful sounding Bull Sh*T           

       * LESS proprietary plugs, adaptors, cables, chargers, terminals & all such commercially selfish 'wanna grab ALL profits for own enterprise' items

I am sure friend, your wish-list might have more "LESS" that are interestingly what we should wish for this CNY.

PEACE my friend - elusive, but worth the seeking  & wishing for..




Thursday, January 21, 2016

GPRS - Los†


Lord I pray the gift of precise un-speak,
that utterances non-verbal unambiguously, unmistakably, correctly transmit.   

Lord for another interface, i beseech: less "quiz-like" "audio-louder" "IQ point-fuller" "Message Clearer"

Lord did you come thence,
nicely gift wrapped, aroma-fragrant
for consumer satisfaction, 
as a PLEASANT christmas present?

Did you come thence :- 
•to not make waves?
•loud whispers too you were not to  breathe?
•not shake or break or impact ?
•to be not unPLEASANT ?

Did you come thence Lord to: 
RE-ESTABLISH, 
to  REAFFIRM 
to  RE-CONFIRM  
-  to assess, then to: "good job" ?
- to affirm alswell with this handicraf†, thîs "MéSS" ?

That nothing here need  any REdoing ?
You came Lord, you saw, & affirm, all was "good"?
As when it all began & still is "good"? 
A rubber stamp - blanket approve?

 WHAT is

"good" "güü†é" "gU∂" "G00†é" "GøøD"                                     
                                       Lord?


Are you resting well, as they said you did, had, on the 5th day of YOU initiating: "Let there be, AND there was, LORD? 
Et tu, god, rest?
                               R.I.P.

If worthy your disciple  i am shaped to be
  - to take role, of  remodeller, readjuster, rebalancer, to reset, return the corner stone reject back  AGAIN  to
                            CENTER,
then time enough, Lord to speak clear, speak loud.  speak precise.
SHOUT at me  LOUDly DEAFENINGly
mé  DEaF - still unhearing, 
mé Dümb - still unheeding, 
mé Blind - still sééing Nøugh† 
mé in Jail - still unFréé to act.
mé in Bondage - fearful of shadows 
When there no light is present to cast any. 
Yet in darkness, in doübt in un-enlightentenment shadows abound.
If  worthy instrument i'm to be 
don'† croon sweet nothings Lord.
don't, no need i soft, soothing, balmy pleasantries.
No not needing anymore political correctness.
That ßüll Sh•† has sufficiently been over dosed oversubcribed over nauseated.
Speak loud, stark, pointedly fervorFULL
Shøü† Loud all that TRUTH.
Better than pleasantries, richer than gold, than  LIFE itself - at me. 

°Come! Lord, not only at Christmas  please!
°Or feast days in the temple only, Lord.
°Not via noise blasters from the Masjeeds' Minarets å€¢¥Ω tîmes on day, only, Lord, please!
No! No Lord, not so pathetically, so empathically showering, outpouring our hearts at services for tragedy-hit-spots when respect {?} is evoked honouring the
"dead" 
"sacrificed" 
"øffered life"  of another 'created'
taken involuntarily! unwillingly! against all personal wishes !

 Oƒƒérré∂?  



who offered?
in honor of whom ? of what? of which?

If not to YOU 
NO Life is to be Oƒƒérré∂

Speak unmistakably now, clearly send, Lord, every utterance that need heed be paid to.
 -Everyday, night, dawn, light, every moment when  YOUR  PreFørm i need. 

SHOUT them all - at me -

Soft gentle quiet whispers, 
ambiguous parables, 
said nothing then; 
gave no directions then; 
little guide then; 
led  no one nowhere then.

Nøñé heeded to hear, moved few even less - anywhere. 
Not then, not now!
Nøñé heard, were moved nor were led       
   --------------ANYwhere.  
Was it worthwhile YOUR first 'came' then LORD?
The PRE-INStruct you gave then, 
from the mount, waaaa! 
the plains, wooooa!
the fisher places, wooooow!
floating on fishing boats,  & as YOU traversed over hills, over dales, over all the dusty trails   Wooooooiiee!
& At Calvary   /HéLLüîyåååå\ 
 The Preconfigurations served then, degenerated, dampened, diluted your misInStruct - 
cheapened 
scandalised  your PASSION.
The LOST-ness derived from (un)instructs  since day 0 
shrieks, clamours, fumes, boilsover, hungers, yearns, longs  for clear, beseechingly begs
Re-Instructions, 
Unmistakable Directions, Precise INSTRUCTs !
Pleeeeease LORD
Speak, CLEARly pleeeeease, 
DIRECTly, pleeeeease.
PRECISEly, pleeeeease.
We "LIFE" whom YOU initaitaed :  "be" 
& was, is, & will be- holding to the promise YOU gave, with all fervour

ALL 'life' beseech, beg be told, with crystal clarity 
                             Unmistakabl¥ 



                                   YOUR


                                W° I °L° L°





SHOUT it out LORD

SAGA yet UNFINISHED,,





If Man seemed to have Fallen short & got thrown out from the permanence of Togetherness with HIM, the cause as well as aftermath, has perfect purpose & logic.

Operating on premise that HE is OMNIpotent & OMNIscient how then if these were TRAITS undeniable of the PERFECT persona GOD, could Man be a mistake or a wrong construct?

It seemed so because the FINALE is not timely yet to be revealed.

To claim or conjecture that Man was initiated into this for no purpose, for a wrong cause or made & brought into being frivolously via a DIVINE miscalculation would be an attempt to explain HE whom Man himself does not fully grasp & has puerile insufficiency of know-less.

The created cannot be more or equal to the CREATOR. And as far as GOD, men definitely is FAR removed.

The analogy of the Computer OS pop up announcing the shortage of space in attempts to transfer a huge file:

“..the process cannot be completed because there is insufficient space in the folder…” might indicate obliquely yet succinctly and exactly, the inability of the created from ever achieving similar or even near same status & understanding of HE who IS.

In a million or infinite years, we createds will never come close to full knowledge of HIM.

Yet that fact should, rather than deter our movement toward HIM, spur us to greater attempts to really find the way back to HIS embrace where we - All LIFE - were before 


HE ‘said’ let there BE & there IS 

The PERFECT could never make a mistake.

If one acknowledge HIS OMNIscience that would indicate that Man though seeming to be REJECTed or FAILed  isn't.

 AND it is only that the SAGA is far from concluded.

The TRUTH will be perfectly understood and all present looseness would be addressed to COMPLETE the present contemporary LOSTness..






Tuesday, January 19, 2016

Please don't talk about - LOVE



     
 How very encouraging! That folks speak, testify, pray, post, declare such uplifting, noble stuff on how great is  "LOVE" 
Like some kind of competition that's going on; 
to outdo one another for 'LIKES' on Face Book? 
Or portray oneself as a LOVING creature via cheap & glorious way! 
If LOVE really is so great & so meant to be, 
                         
   so LOVE-ful..
              WHY IS LOVE SO ELUSIVE??
& Shrouded in PARABLES, 
  ImpIied in RIDDLES, 
while this Entire WORLD is SUFFERING, 
with Countless Dying, Maimed, SACRIFICED MURDERED 
Miserable-ized ?

A LOVE not supposed to be revealed
 C-L-E-A-R-L-Y? 
 LOVE has to be HUNTED for?
 to be SEARCHED for? 
 to be HUNGERED for?
 to SUFFER much, endure LONG for?
 to GROVEL with Pain for?
 to EARN by SELF IMMOLATION for?  
 To go through HEll for..
   izat Cos  LOVE has great expensive LOVING quotient & MUCHO value? 
unlike a cheap 2 for a  penny red-light one shot fix?

If LOVE in all it's
 mmmuah mmuah muah &
 <3 <3 <3
 as it's cut out to be, 
would it not be LOVING that LOVE comes easy for EVERYONE which needed LOVE 
 That LOVEing be easily effortlessly received & given
     AND 
to daily freely
HEAR love spoken?
.. SEE love given?
 .. FEEL loved by LOVE ?
   .. rather do please CUT the PUSSY FOOTING INNUENDOES, INSINUATED, UNSPOKEN, FALSIFYING that introduces LOVE as such a loveful emotion.. 

STOP suggesting that so noble, so glorious an HEART quantum that is about 'loving' need that hard sell!
So Very impossible to grasp, to posses, to be embrace by it - 
LOVE since loong time, quite contrarily, been involved voluntarily or spontaneously causing many to be killed over, murdered, fought over, Jihadid to smithereens, bombed to bits over, atrocities being committed over, whole tribes, families, nations, continents  screwed over?

If that be  LOVE..
Even the worm would squirm away..