Epilogue to a 'worm' - who was'nt - but should have been...

All your needs are attended/catered to; 

All set, 

All ready, pre-decided for you. 

No boring daily decisions to make.

Entertainment viz Audios, Visuals, books, are provided regularly  - free.

Your designed clothes & special "gourmet meals"

i.e. 'food' are all specially customiz'd 

to ensure you stay alive & well..

There's no ambiguity nor chance your health would be jeopardized.

The menus provide that which are 

Beneficial

Balanced

Complete 

-nutrient-wise-  -mineral-wise- 

with the entire pyramid of stuff humans eat to stay healthy 

 surpassing even your •mother's

''home'' cooked meals 

[home ≠ shanty/ghetto/CONDomuniééAñ∂ééz/Orphanage/Salvaged Army Boys' Home] in dietary requirements.

If you had any -
•mothers
that is. 

You can go wherever you need... doctors, dentists, lawyers & other CONsultants; with driver-provided transportation; with armed escorts to ensure zero untoward incidences.

Regular religious sessions/services/devotionals to spiritual Persona/Personae are conducted in residence;

allowing a plethora of spiritual choices

so you could 

 "Sing" your Praise$" 

   "Chant" your Man†ra$ 

     "Ring" your Bell$

      "Knock" your drumlet$

        "Sym" your Cymbal$

   

 or just plain OOOOOOoooommmm

      in spiritual Synchrony with others of similar incline.

Should you be un-gifted in giving voice to praises

 Audios are available to auricularly help still

  your spiritual discordance.

There is no work    ----  you need undertake;

There are no fields  ----  you need till,

There are no cattle,
nor sheep,
nor goats,

                                  ---- you need tend.

Remunerations due you, will never be withheld or diverted,

nor would annual benefits - be denied.
All credits due you would be credited to your 
nominee recipients should you inadvertently
be called HOME..   

You have been particularly required to;

  in an idyllic environ -

 contemplatively engage,

  & dwell on your live - till thence,

 with particular reference to the many lives

  you have 'touched'

 &  have by your 'initiatives' 
 'disengaged' them from their happiness, the happiness too of those whom they loved 
& loved them in return.
 

   unconcerned by any
thoughts of human compassion

ALL 

      for

          ñø†hîñg 
               of:  

        permanence

          nor of
       greater glory

            nor satisfyingly        
             of a longErrrr-time 
               than 

                
               †hå†

which
everyone else too


crave$ for


hunger$ for


would die for

And would make others die too

Thus you await  

••••••

     
in the solitary alone-ness provided you, 
& with ALL the above mentioned EXTRAs
 -  the Perks all, freely funded 
    {you lucky devil}

by the State's Penitential Funds

••••••

till the day 

your cervical vertebrae would be maximally extended 

by application of 

eXcessive

 gravî†å†îøñål 

vertical 

downward ∂råg

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 Then,  

  {?briefly}    

you might appreciate how an anaerobic organism 

 is able to survive.  

 Perhaps you then might wish

 {?briefly}   

you were 

an anaerobic microbe. 

or
"worm"
which you should have been, in the very first place.

HéñgMåññ Nüü$é

Circa 00o0

True, Free, Democratic ~~~

   Far from the truth; a way of life deemed true, free & democratic to a society or nation may not be 'true, free & democratic' to  another group of equally ‘human’  nation.
      Hence to declare one’s way of life as the only way is not only undemocratic in that sense but rather unreasonable.
With regards to political situations, one sees all over the world, (if media is to be taken as true, free & democratic); the only trait evident in Man almost everywhere IS :~~~~~
    
   ∞∞∞  MY WAY is & has to be THE only WAY  ∞∞∞
 
Humans being what human beings are  - 
dominant, wanting to be the top dog, (or top sh•t) never pausing for a second trying to be an ‘olympic star’of sorts.
Each man seldom rest till he gets HIS way.
At a very young level of development when the child cannot even make up it’s mind which nipple to suckle from, or which urinal to pee into; it is fed this one dominant trait — ‘’to be the top dog’’ or ''wtf '' we call the guy. 
This supposedly progressive mantra is fed or implied & insinuated into the impressionable  mind as encouragement to succeed in LIFE.
A right & proper thing to do to a child.
  “you can be whatever you want to be if you put your mind to it.” 
Hence SUCCESS is THE only goal any living kid is taught, encouraged, molded, brought up, to achieve.
 
AND what does any guy is supposed to be - other than the 'TOP' guy [or ‘A-holé’ which is a word more appropriate]
whom everyone else looks  to  for Instructions for the next order for any and all things.
From this premise of a system of life where only winners, achievers, top stewards or wtf; are given accolades, recognition & approval, which direction would anyone with half a mind, guess the race of clever thinking sentient beings called Man, would be headed or end up in?
    Yet has anyone as a rule brought up an innocent wonder of God - a baby- with
 “.. the right & proper “encouragement & support” of bringing out the best in the child as he has been gifted with …”
     How come no one as a parent ever encourage, direct their kids that their most proper role in life is to 'live a life' the kid sees as full and proper and what he really wants to live his life as? 
Of course the kid being unschooled, unfamiliar & young with little of anything but INNOCENCE, would need ''guidance'' which is totally different from the ••Mantra•• of becoming an unnatural 
"winner" 
    "top dog" 
      "Ace"
         "President of the State of UNunited"
           or an
             "Ass Ace-hole"
 
How come few parents will tell a child, or bring one up, to be a person, to just be natural 
to follow what he or she is gladly inclined to do or to become.
- rather most will insinuate & encourage & with special food, coaching, teaching, classes & other 'programs' attempt to make the child into a ""super ‘unnatural’
It has regressed progressed to such a state that even BEFORE a child is BORN he, she {LBGTW} is being nurtured with "everything" the commercial world can deVICE
 to bring a "winner" into the world.

   Thus a 'bird-child',  would be encourage (primed) to fly at the speed of 'light' or molded & nurtured to do just so.
   A 'fish-child' might be expected to FLY like a bird, when all it is made to HAPPILY do is to leisurely swim through life.
  Whilst a 'worm-child' might be told & encouraged to  become an awesome fire-breathing dragon.


°May be some nations would strike gold - be it riches in oil, in gold, in whatever precious minerals or unminerals in unimaginable amounts.
 
°And some nations may find themselves at the pinnacle of SUCCESS with the rest of the other loser nations filled with envy, jealousy & revulsion (seldom if ever ‘respect’).
 
°Some nations may perpetually be just existing in great unending poverty with no end to lack of even the barest essentials & facilities/amenities. This though might NOT be the particular nation’s lot or of it's own doing.
 
°Some nations/communities though may be in such a state of “living” whereby they have the basics to a good life & they do live HAPPY
"food; water; shelter; sunshine; & adequate support of people with genuine care & concern and plenty of “natural”    
   These nations/communities definitely will NOT make it to the top 10 places in this world to live in.
   Neither would they be counted as anything worthwhile; by the rest of the others, whose aim is to dominate; to submit, to control; to tell others equally free & equally democratic to sit down; look up, listen; then to obediently follow.
 
Hence to live a life HAPPY seem impossible, appear difficult is almost an UNdoable chore.
 
ON the contrary HAPPY is simple, doable, attainable, ‘easy’
Make the list that you think you need to get totally satisfied & hence ‘Happy’ - S  H  O  R  T
The lesser, the shorter the list, the easier it is to fill.
If your list of stuff to attain HAPPY is so long that you would need THREE-lifetimes to acquire; in the ONE-lifetime allotted you,  would it not be ‘MISERY’  & total UnHAPPY trying to fill a THREE-lifetime goal with  a ONE-lifetime life.
So if you wish to find peace & happiness or some semblance of UNtrouble:
do not be a fool —
•To join another scheme (There being more than one since a FOOL is born every minute) to easily invest your sweat, blood & tears (you'll be weeping at the end) & try get R I C H.
If anyone has such a scheme it would not be made known - NOT to you - {if you had such a scheme would you make it known to someone else like yourself for nothing?}
•To spend your years trying to acquire WEALTH, Material gains, Profits & ALL things of ‘STUFF’ which in the mantras fed to almost every child would equate to SUCCESS hence HAPPY.
•To try by "hook" & "crook" [prostitution - "hooker" criminality - "crook"] to reach THAT position where you will be on TOP.
Ask oneself what then when on TOP?
 •To attain ‘excellence’ in your field of engagement  expertise for no other aspiration than to receive ACCOLADES, HIGH peer esteem, PRAISEs & APPLAUSE on a regular basis - with increasing INTENSity.

        These thrills would, almost always, like a ‘high’ from "weed" or other
“happiness-inducing substances” provide only  temporary, very transient, &  truly unreal euphoria,
- a  "fix"  ......leaving you NOTHING but a huge let down,  lower than from where you started.
 Before you can even say “I'm farged” you are; 
right down again to square ONE (or lower);
where the entire list (of stuff you have to have to get to get to ‘happy’) is again staring you in the face. 

You like?
 
All you need - live out your life as any creature (with intelligence) would.
Animals/beasts are made with that ‘instinct’, to find their “base” = but they, seemingly are not endowed with Man’s intelligence;  would, if supplied only with the barest essentials to life;  be 'full' of “happy”.
That is not NORMAL.
     Man being a little cleverer, will ONLY be happy when we THINK we have ATTAINED our goal.
If that goal which you need to attain before you would declare you are happy is set up like so



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"CALIFORNIA" or bust - often one gets busted before CALIFORNIA.
 
“TRi-Quadri-BILLION DOLLARS" or bust - same end result.
 
“BE TOP" of the heap or bust - no different end result.
 
Any strive against the 'nature' of life is not an endeavor that would bring anything but strife.
HENCE if one THRIVES
                on strife
                  loves conflict
                    thrills to disorder
                       can’t get enough of upsets
                          enjoys uncertainty
                            basks in turmoil
                               comfortable with restlessness
                                 seeks dissatisfaction
                       
                         ~~~~~ STRIFE ~~~~~
  might be the HAPPY  in one’s being-ness.

as one man’s/Nation's
      
   ««« true, free & democratic »»»
              
 is not same as another's.

             
   ««« true,  free,, democratic  »»»

                      












$îqmåññ F®åü∂ 
circa 00o0

ICBM way to HARMony

In huMAN relationships,  in more ways than can be envisioned, the participants, each expects to be provided fully with what each (thinks) he/she/LGBTw deserves, wants,  expects.
If that need, want, expectation, is met fully -
the relationship hums along in harmony - usually.

The other scenario when a relationship is not in harmony is when
each participant in the team, crew, gang, family, community, nation or whatever;
  is  NOT doing anything at all to provide what everyone or anyone else in the relationship;   
   be it a family, a community, a parish, a team, crew, gang, or nation, the human race, wants;  
    the result is discord, disharmony, dysfunction, from which other expressions of a failed situation become evident.

When verbal, written expressions - even sign languages are engaged in to let the other parties [& oneself] relate positively to that need, want, urge, expectation - perhaps {highly unlikely}
the harmony might reestablish.
Dialogue multi-logue, [some real NEED is truly unfilled in this ‘V monologue’ presentation urggggh] -  engaging in verbal & other avenues of exploration of the wants, needs, urges, & etc of others; often is a conducive way to achieve harmony.
The other more decisive ways of course is being pursued at “ICBM” level     

oh Yea?

Often the most expedient way to attaining HARMONY [one’s own only] is to just
GO FOR IT….
If it is Food - get food.
Drinks -  go get drinks.
any & all OTHER needs
just get it.
If these cannot be got legal & civil - the alternatives are so limitless on how to get them
within communally approved ways the list would take forever.
To get them by unapproved ways list will be less ‘forever’.

The entrenched myth that satisfying one’s urges/wants on a personal level or communal, national, Global Human race’s level, is to get to that harmonious state with scantiest regard for anyone else’s regards.
 AND the especially EFFECTIVE BEST shortest easiest way to that “harmony”
is blasting those in the way - out of one’s way.
AND labeling the blastees as
 ENEMY or ALLIANCE of EVIL to justify on’s genocidal Criminality.
    “Harmony” attained this way; could be likened to bliss in a ‘ballpark’,
      in a ‘playground’
         in an unrealistic ‘place’ with no one else except oneself
          harmonizing alone
 [can ONE entity be HARmonIZING with Itself?]

FOR A FACT ~ Satisfactory tranquility, peaceful happy joyous Fulfillment would not be there
                            
On this spinning ‘orb’ in a limitless ‘ENTIRETY’ with UNCountabillions of others, on an almost next-door nearness; each with their ‘i want’s  resorting to a total taking out of EVERYONE else that don’t matter to oneself & one’s company is
NO no No nO go hey ho hey Nø wåy José.
Much though its  MAChO hO hO hO glam S H I O K factor would be ~ going by Hollywood reckoning.

An easier, simpler non destructive way :
     Is bring in the “Shmoo”
          [Re: comic strip L’ll Abner] Shmoo
Schmoos, fictitious creatures having no other motive in its ‘life’ than to
“eat me, eat me, eat me, eat me” as it’s entire life motive.
When eaten - if one fancies a steak, Schmoo tastes exactly like steak
& if one likes fried chicken, the Schmoo tastes like fried chicken.

Hence the perfect provision of 144% plus 666 % satisfaction for each  ‘I want’ ‘you want’ ‘everyone wants’
And schmoos never run out of stock, don’t change terms of service, never tire, nor have ANY
 ‘i want’ of it’s own.
Schmoos  provide  TOTAL satiation
of every other urges, needs, wants & also any unreasonable-ness too.
THE PERFECT answer to every imaginable “i want” that ever one can imagine.
 

   BUT “i want”  never  is  attainable here and now..
     
    cos SCHMOOs dun exist in real “life”



THE other more doable answer then is -
      PRETEND to be having Schmoos - when you are having mud pies;
        Pretend to be whatever you are not & can never be - but IS,
         Pretend  ‘make oneself believe while living in a very real world, with almost every situation imperfect  -      
           that all’s ‘well’ ‘cheery’ and ‘blissful’ & HE is with our special select group.
             w/out resort to Schmoos;
              w/out resort to Chemicals;
                w/out  resort to other wtf Help;
                  w/o the “nipple comfort” of any whatever                   
                    the world, actually hopes, you will be gotten “F” by
                    

Get “IRON resolve’
NOT to be struck out
before one’s

                  TAPs
                     
               is sounded.

Many done it.























 




Jéålîøü$ $éîzü®é
circa 00o0

Buck eyed Opportunist

    


    An old Medical practitioner skilled in the Western Art of "healing" was shopping for fruits  one evening  when a just as "old" former patient, an ordinary Joe, stumbled into the same fruit shop :
"Hi doc buying fruits ya!
Doc:"Yes just closed my clinic & wanted to get some mangoes. How have you been?"
"Ok, I guess doc. But growing old is no fun, worse if aging on overtime, aging 26 hours every 24 hour day "'
Doc: "Hey you could hold on to your [youthful] "faculties" with supplements from my clinic."
"Oh yes, doc I heard of such meds too, izit like "The Curios Case of Benjamin Buttons" where he growing "backwards" ends up as a new born babe?"
Doc: "That's absurd, silly nonsense - no not like that - but retaining one's faculties of "youthfulness" like memory recall and mental accuity & alertness are attainable with supplements. 
By the way where do you work? Don't remember we've met before."
 
The doctor - not prematurely gray - but  baldingly gray, sadly confirms -

 ONE fact of life°°°

though aging & losing one's marbles (not to mention hair) cannot be supplement'd away [he's LOST both hair & marbles]

 °°°the opportunistic instinct to seize the chance to make extra income need no supplements to keep INTACT. 



















$îQmaññ F®åü∂
circa:00o0

zero to ZERO

One Christmas passed
I was truly,
rudely, 
unceremoniously,
jerked awake to REALITY
& 
rudely brought down to Earth
                  when

V

V

V

after ALL that OVERLOAD of [?fake ?feel good ?selfserving] expressions
                                            
           of

°°°JOY, LOVE, HOPE, CHEER, SHARE, CARE,°°°
 & other Heart  WARMing CHRISTIAN  SENTiments
the previous night at the Christmas Celebration;
And after receiving
such an EXCESSIVE load of CHEERy, JOYful GOODness & WELL wishes
which
elsewhere too are Clogging & hogging
EVERY interface via every  consciousness-invading- media-transmissions vis Watsapp, Viber &  other electronic means of  getting into another's mind-space

~~~~~I was dislodged, removed from that festive mindset ~~~~~

Chilled from the feel good warmth of THE supposedly greatest relationship event ever in the history of Man & GOD

     

             C   h   r   i   s   t   m   a   s

cos @ 3am that day;
at the 24/7 KFC - Pizza Hut joint 
a man(he definitely must be truly MAD)
was rummaging thru the trash Container (huge one which the tipster can easily empty-mechanically)
 outside the warm Chicken Fragranced   dining hall, in light drizzling rain; for his supper.


This must be his usual routine to get his daily bread,
Christmas or no Christmas.

Another as vagrant-ly looking guy as the first, was obtrusively standing next to my table,
where i was thrillingly feasting, & fingerlickingly enjoying, my post Church festivities
             ==CHRISTMAS==
       supper of K fried Chicken
w/o saying anything "telling" me

to have myself

A HOPEfilled JOYful {ChickenFULL]
           
           "MERRY CHRISTMAS"

as his stomach growled
EMPTY
& his countenance shone
LONELY
& his entire demeanor screamed
LOST

      GOD looked at me
        "What did you do then ?"

I could only hang my head & cried.
As I till that moment did think of nothing but good thoughts of
CHRISTIANS of
 CHRISTMAS of
   members of my select 
CLUB of
     CHRISTs lovers

And till that moment
was unmindful that every other created beings of every  stripe & color, 
of all disabilities, dispossessed as these two sorry cases, occupy this here place too;
& GOD is for them.

Whilst I;
I
did 
do 
NOTHING.

There being NOTHING i could do which could make any earthshaking changes
or
provide the slightest impact on their status.


i need only Trust & Believe & place my Hope
IN GOD almighty  
WHO created this
               ENTIRETY.

 that from that point forth
I will for the rest of
my walk,
my crawl,
my stagger,
my pain, 
my regret
my torture
move thru the time HE has allotted me
to strivingly attempt 
NOT be SELFISH
nor SELF CENTER'd
nor UNCARING
nor be FILLED with self-expresse "faked" LOVE
Nor be giving lip-service with no solid material contributions to express HIS love.
Neither would I be the silent yet so vocal Boast of a select Christian YET distinguished only by IMPOTENCE in every aspect.


HE would know what i 
had done,
could do,
& will do when 
      HE calls me HOME.
        to then recount
          what i did or did not do.

HE when in these other beggars, vagrants, was homeless, hungry, cold destitutes
was hungry, naked, was sick was in prison, was alone & in deep sh°†
    and there in comfort was i celebrating,
 with happy people, well fed; 
that event when HE god came to earth took human form  to one on one with me so I could be
mindful of these others
these so many others
all created ones
given life 
by HIM too
  these homeless
    hungry beggars
     all NOT being embraced
      by me.
        Though full of vain glory did i  pledge to be HIS dedicated representative here.



I should die of shame
 claiming myself HIS
  when ALL i actually wanted 
            was
    to share in HIS glory at 
        
            the BANQUET
  with ZERO effort/contribution on      
   my part
       to
         help
           make that happen.






$împl¥ $îmøñé¥
circa:00o0