The prayer of a useless frustrated believer in the Creator, Maker, Designer of the entire Universe.
Anytime a created being prays it has to defer to Your Will. What that WILL is was NEVER revealed neither apparent nor even suggestive. Your LOVE, only presumed manifested through the supreme so claimed 'sacrifice' of the DIVINE 'life' of your Son who resurrected in 3 days. That itself made the dying a highly non event. If a dying of a 'life' is so easily reversed what's the huge effort on the dying?
A sacrifice is an act which bears great costs to the one making the offering. If an act which in three days reverses from a 'done' to its original 'undone' - what is that sacrifice called?
It's like eating, throwing up and eating again. Rather futile, effortless dramatizing of a meaningless act - pseudonymed as a 'Sacrifice'?.
We were supposedly given FREE WILL! Free will for what? To do what to decide what?
That the LORD has the final over-all say in ALL THINGS we were able to freely not choose?
Much sense it makes?
If there is Free Will, as very romantically evangelized, as being given all to His created beings, how then is there no way Man can chose to go in any direction UNLESS that too is His Will?
So who is given any will at all - Free or otherwise?
Frustrated Believer's prayer
O Lord You are the final Judge, deciding all; only by Your Will how and what can your created beings request for; be it Good or Bad …
Your Will (what is that has only been implied and yet undeciphered) -& Your agape Love; (as far as any eyes can 'see' was never plain! 'seen' only through the blind 'eyes' of unquestioning Faith) decide all Your Creatures' destiny.
Thus let these then be as You Will!
What is there to pray for, give glory or honor or thanks to when You God, an Entity does not need praises, honor nor such creature adulations!
Not from arrogance nor from anger nor unbelief; but from heart-felt, life-long sense of Hopelessness, of frustrations & Spiritual Impotence, O LORD your creature asks that You do You Will, do your WORSE, or what suits You!
What supposedly would give you Glory, Honor or Makes it for You!
It does no good that Your Creature grovel, whine or implore beg, being made with dignity in Your own Image that isn't an acceptable option.
As created ones are here ONLY to - SUBMIT, SURRENDER, DEFER, HUMBLY ACCEDE & ACCEPT YOUR WILL!
Go AHEAD LORD DO YOUR WILL, YOUR WORSE!
Come what may, as there is NO apparent FREE WILL, this created one humbly will receive whatever You dish out - whatever YOUR WILL is!
One 'dies' from this life once, one does not get resurrected in 3 days, one has no apprehension of what one will face !
Your WILL be as YOU would!
ETERNAL DARKNESS & TORMENTS
that is an institutional 'instrument' for coercion, irrelevant in this equation.
Great are the frustrations and sorrow that the divine bond was never bound through better illuminated interactions. Creator and Created never 'know' each other.
Favored are those created ones who could see, hear, feel and sense YOU!
This particular UNFORTUNATE one has little such gifts!
This particular UNFORTUNATE one has little such gifts!
Amen
These misunderstandings or misperceptions were arrived at & derived at from sanctioned RELIGIONS theological inputs.
One wonders if THAT reflects ?
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