Saturday, December 13, 2014

A Futile Farce ..


REAL ISSUES
Fictional Responses

1 One who has 5 meals a day:
Overjoyed, Happy, Elated, & Satisfied. I will not change places with anyone. I have hardly many other needs.


2 One who has 4 meals a day:
Happy, Satisfied. Other than changing places with number 1 I have no need for much. God? Later ok?


3 One who has 3 meals a day:
Happy but not really Satisfied, there are many who have more meals than me, how can I be Elated, Overjoyed? But never mind as I still have enough to eat and if I 'kill' myself working harder the extra meals that 1 & 2 get, will come my way, when my efforts increase my productivity, when my income improves, when times get better. When, when, when,
WHEN?


4 One who has 2 meals a day:
Overjoyed? Happy? Elated, Satisfied? What are you talking about? In my condition, eating ONLY 2 meals a day, can anybody be anything but how I am? Sorry, man, I don’t have time to chatter with you as there is plenty to be done. Pray? Oh please, my friend you do that for me ok?


5 One who has NO meals any day:
I will pray for deliverance from this situation, for the charity and generosity of kind hearted God fearing people. Even if I cannot speak God will answer my prayers.


Provisional Moral : The increase in level of dependence/faith/believe in the Divine is directly proportional to the difficulties encountered in life; inversely proportional to the fullness of the stomach. "comfort level"

*   CHURCH 'believing' population (not to be confused with belief in the non-religious Supernatural Divine) increases in places where life is tough & scarcity is rampant.

** Church attendance is notably better when food is served.

Thus A WELL FED PERSON WHOSE MOST OTHER SENSUAL NEEDS ARE SATISFACTORILY FULFILLED, WOULD FIND LESS RELEVANCE FOR SEEKING THE DIVINE via CHURCH i.e. Organized Religion..
















Ambition











I pray to see Him,


He revealed my foolishness.






I pray for wisdom,


He gave me a life of bruising challenges and obstacles.






I pray to fully know and understand Him,


He showed my limited mind.






I pray for riches,


He showed me moth-eaten treasures and rusted gold.






I pray for power, and for glory,


He showed me tombs of decayed kings.






I pray for fame,


He showed me dust, from which I came.






I pray to feel no pain,


He healed my wounds.






I pray to never die,


He promised death is not the end.






I pray my suffering ends,


He reveals His unceasing LOVE..






He answers all prayers






In His time.








His way.





Tuesday, November 25, 2014

Trouble is -

      
       Trouble is we always figured we were smart. 
Whoever gave us that idea? 
I don’t know.
All our troubles come from that thought - fatal, flawed .
 


Trouble is we try to be clever.
More than we actually are.
Cos in the first place,

We thought we were smart.
No?


Trouble is we try to figure out stuff.

Stuff we thought were smart to figure out. 
When we actually are poorly brain'd to even try.
But we thought we were smart.
No?

 

And we look in the wrong places.                               
In the nitty and the gritty, and more so the petty.
The things that mean a lot, we see not.
The things that mean naught, loom huge, trendy, glamorous, clever and large.


Trouble is we scant feel the warmth of the sun, 

Nor bother the coolness of the evening breeze.
The immaculate glows of fabulous sunsets, displayed as masterpieces in the horizon, we pay little heed.
Lost in our haste to catch up,

To appear smart.


We notice not the fragrance of wild roses.
Nor regard the soft melting of the snow flakes.
Hear not the gurgling, bubbling sea-bound brook.

The nourishing splattering rain nurturing sun-drenched fields.
The cheerful chirps of the tiny pecking birds, escape us.

 

Trouble is we are deaf to the laughter of joyful children, 
To the love of parents for their sons.
And sons for parents.
We spare no thought for the gentleness, concern and care, of aged in-firmed grannies, for the robust yet fragile toddling little ones.


Trouble is we seek for what we think are smart to gain - Wealth, Fame, Power, Greatness and Glory.

And all that we think would make us appear smart to obtain.
 

Trouble is we even try to figure out God, then conclude there is none.
OMG!

What gave us that nerve to even think we could ever try, to know or reach or at all understand HIM.


But we thought we were smart. That fatally flawed thought. 

Interfering with the true purpose we are here for:
  
To appreciate His GREATNESS 
  be embraced in His LOVE. 
  to make this experience 
- Life -
meaningful, rewarding, fulfilling, & glorious.


     May
you be not so troubled


Monday, November 24, 2014

R.I.P




R.I.P.


                  Would imply Living had been: 



BURDENSOME 


LABORIOUS 


TIRESOME 


JOB  

DRUDGERY 

FOS

Full Of SH*†

 Serving only to 

TIRE 
WEAR ONE OUT? 
                                                                                     
if
                                                                                                                 
Eternal Salvation & Rewards

is 

FULL & OVERFLOWING

YET consists of 

"RESTing"


When all burdens have been lifted 




all sorrows consoled 


&


all pains relieved.


How then does anyone need 

'REST'

even if 

 IN PEACE ?


When all's done here on this earthly Abode,


TOTALLY LIBERATED


from all bounds - restrictions - every other shackles of 'LIFE'
  one would 
  DEFINITELY NOT 
want


|
|
|

REST


Would one not wish then to:

  SOAR like eagles!

 To 

 FREELY
 TRULY
 FLY


 |


  LIBERATED 

?




Tuesday, November 18, 2014

There is no need ....

  

 If one seeks for TRUTH i.e. the ABSOLUTE, the  COMPLETE,  PERFECT aka GOD in stuff on our imperfect world; no amount of proofs, relics even if positively carbon dated to the exact second of its historical occurrence, even if it were the very nails that pierced Jesus C on the cross or the burial places of the so called greats of God's spokesmen together with their remains, corrupt/rotten/decayed by time or not - ALL WE HAVE ON OUR HANDS in a manner of speech is a load of man made, man derived, man confirmed evidence of a still unproven, un-evidenced & never ever will be evidenced, GOD!
    It will forever be that way in our life, since otherwise HE will not be GOD.
the ABSOLUTE
the COMPLETE 
the ONE.
    Our cerebral capacity even if we are able to enhance it till Quantum computing capabilities; with earth depleting intakes of resources when it's fired up, would never meet the capacity required to come near 
receiving HIM in terms of embracing HIM in HIS ENTIRETY!
If you are a little computer savvy, you might appreciate the significance of our human inability to ever contain or fill ourselves with HIM, even a fraction of HIM!
When the pop up tells the computer nerdie guy trying to transfer or download data "the process cannot be completed as there is insufficient space on the device" 
 Having said that, humbly one should realize the role each of us called 'agents or instruments' of the ONE, is as they say similar to the bodily parts.  Each endowed with their individual functional gifts - some do better in certain tasks so blessed are they with that particular talents … 
  Just try not be the BOSS as that is a truly funny joke with which i am sure you are familiar -
the Boss being the 'Asshole'  
  If you feel you need confirmation of HIM I am saying your quest is not going to be ending here, as far as success in finding GOD is concerned.
 And that need for confirmation, isn't necessarily for one to realize there truly is a universal god - the ONE.
Perhaps one has to as you say, break free from RELIGIONS' glorified bondage of a sectarian denomination, &  exclusive GOD, based on nothing more but a human ego tripping misquoted misapplication of  John: 14:6
The years have been more than kind to you, HE your god has been more than fair, to you as well as to the ones who meant more to you than anything or anyone else. 
There should be no need to exercise the invocation of the human guilt psychology or the gratitude psychology to feel indebted to HIM : 
That particular verse "…that God so loved the world that HE sacrificed HIS only begotten SON to die for us that we may have life eternal… " is just another unnecessary, misunderstood script by some 'misguided' divinely uninspired, scriptural author of dubious credentials.
  ..THAT should be viewed in it's true intent, which is a load of unnecessary guilt -evoking gratitude-begging device to invite worship & honor for GOD?
If one recognizes GOD and truly understands the concept, there is no such need for guilt tripping or gratitude inspiring rhetorics to justify  one's  homage or devotion or bond to HIM!
 Man who realize God, should love God for what ever heck he has given us…PERIOD !
  Which is a chance for a most WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE whether it be through happy through thick through hell through hate through sickness through cancers through long suffering through incarceration through all the spectra of human highs, lows, savory ,bland & all else in between - all these that are on this imperfect earth!
 HE gave all living creatures that great chance for a truly marvelous experience!
Though on an IMPERFECT WORLD it is so awesomely beautiful  !   

  Just try envision the PERFECTion when we truly are with HIM wherever HE is!





Abu Bakr al-Baghdadi -

No Can Do

    
  Almost every human activity conceivable, which has even the slightest impact on another individual, positively or negatively, has been identified, listed, then either regulated or re-modeled and licensed i.e. one need to apply to the Authorities & on approval, pay a fee in order to engage in that particular activity.                  
   Simple stuff like driving a car, running a grocery store, being a barber i.e. giving a shave & hair-cut.
Innocuous stuff like being a cook in a local eatery, teaching nursery school, delivering mail as in 'Postman'  being a farmer suppling milk, a tractor, crane or digger operator in a construction site, a pastor of a small parish, a security guard in a Mall, even as a trash collector, or a janitor of a derelict building etc ALL NEED LICENSING.
  - yet a seemingly simple frivolous innocent act the result of which could likely land the world in a real huge F*cking Sh*T mess -

  NO PERMIT IS EVER NEEDED !

The "activity" most sought after, much promoted & is THE goal of all creatures i.e. us man [of course, can't do without WOMEN]
seemingly has been left out of scrutiny by higher authorities [not GOD please] 

S.C.R.E.W 
 or
 Sexually Coupling Randomly Erratically Willfully
    
Ever wonder from whence came creatures like
Abu Bakr al-Baghdadi ?
Or the deceased former BaadAss -  Osama Ben Laden (SAW)?
Or Hitler [SAW?]
   Who were responsible for & how were such misfitted psychopathic genocidal deviants brought forth?
    
    How were other well documented historical psychopathic genocidal megalomaniacs, who could potentially have brought an end to the Race, or at least imposed great 'F'ing chaos formed or nurtured?        
  
    Presently those called ISIL or IS or whatever the 'F' name they wish to give themselves for recruitment or propaganda's sake; where did they come from initially?    
Who were responsible for such overt irresponsibility?
   
Who could so unconcernedly bring such  "Ass*s" into the world ?
   From the fetid 'loins' & the fertile 'soil'd beds of some deviant specimens of the Race, through S.C.R.E.W-ing  [usually to satiate frivolous hedonistic sexual urges, or boredom, or for getting a chemical free high, or just for the heck of it, or just that the circumstances happened, or the confluence of the stars were opportune, or an expression of PTSD] are sprung countless such individuals.
  These tho with normal genetic make-up after being brought into active "tenure" inadvertently get indoctrinated by deviant ideology. - [exclusive non-inclusive i.e. the believers of an exclusive religion obsessing they were a  specially 'chosen race' - hence are anti-social, anti-human, mostly 'destructive', 'disastrous']
 Some of such 'influence' no doubt are covertly state sanctioned, some religion propagated, some culturally originated, together with other negative experiential inputs; parental abuses, neglect, peer misadventures, self esteem degradation, nil positive family role models &/or support, deprivation of basic human needs & nurturing necessities plus a host of other less than ideal impacting influences & most notably as a trigger point, tripping an all-set(wrong) imbalanced psyche - incarceration in detention centers where other tendencies are further polished & honed by hard-core malcontents, with anti-human inclinations; to their peak maniacal excellence!
   In fact any being after being brought into existence could be influenced & formed by - A MILLION FACTORS IN THE MAKINGS OF A DEVIANT MISCREANT MANIACAL PSYCHOPATHIC INDIVIDUAL - or [as most others] naturally wholesomely developed into great icons of human excellence!   Examples again of such outstanding human creatures abound & are encouragingly uplifting for the human spirit.
 But the likelihood of misfits like such aforementioned degenerating, 'regressing' into full fledged berserk adults filled with a warped psychological make-up, to pose "threats" to the well - being of the rest of the Race would thus necessitate further considerations by those in authority for regulating or at the least paying attentiveness to rampant 'SCREW'-ing
 How were other well documented historical psychopathic genocidal megalomaniacs, or potentially likely ones formed or nurtured or were allowed to have their run?        

think Hitler [SAW?]?
or Attila?
or Genghiz Khan?
or Margaret Thatcher
or G. W. Bush?
or Caligula?
or Kim Jong Il?
or Idi Amin, 
or Fidel Castro
or Lee Harvey Oswald?
or Frankenstein?
or Dr. No?
maybe even Alfred E. Neuman?
to name  just a few likely ones who potentially could have ended us all. 


 All this has relevance as out there lurking are many such individuals harboring thoughts of activating i.e. performing acts which can be completely B-A-D to society in particular & the Race in general.
  
      These guys were the resultant issues of random purposeless acts of S.C.R.E.W-ing [aka Sexual Couplings Randomly Erratically Willfully] between specimens unconcerned with future disastrous impacts on the rest of us.
 [concerned with only getting a chemical free sexually pleasurable orgasmic high] 
  AND the ultimate destructor of the Race might just be  brought into 'active tenure' this way!
        
Thus the License to S.C.R.E.W [L2S] 
'Sexually Connecting Randomly Erratically Willfully' 
without State sanction is a definite 'No can do' !
  That the 'act' itself is "a powerful high charged  expression of the ultimate freedom of the human spirit,  warmly passionate,  positively uplifting, the supreme embrace of another in a complete out-pouring, & showering of LOVE" between 2 distinctly separate creatures as only man knows how, is not the point in question, nor the issue here.

  Seen in the correct context of the greater good of the entire RACE it should be a relevant item to include in the next senate/parliament/politburo or Knesset session for inclusion in the list of  "Human Activities" that need to be considered for regulation as a potential threat to the viability of the Race.



Friday, October 31, 2014

Alvin the Zero Claiming Chinese SO GREAT indeed ?




   There are folks out there who actually do not deserve at all what they had been allowed. And indeed it is tragic the good they so undeservedly were granted seemed to have  affirmatively been a huge error in good sense & judgement.


   More than that it is truly SAD  when people with the same 'ancestry' i.e. all human beings made or brought into this place by the same seed from similar forebears, think it is greater to be identified with a special ETHNICITY & feel that we are of THIS race or THAT group of Superior descent. 
Basically other than viewing another person through religion-tainted eyes -
all men (women of course too) are actually no different, no better or worse than another. Regardless of upbringing, status, regardless of high born or Pariahs, it is man's own insecurity as well as deep seated sense of competitiveness that take all these unnecessary considerations to the level of worthless comparison & distinction with its accompanying snootiness, witnessed all over the tapestry of human enterprise.
History has taught nothing to Man, than to continually affirm Man's nature of violence, aggression & most conspicuously the 'win at all costs' attitude inherent in all.
Has anyone asked or gotten satisfactory answers on what is anyone or any ethnic group securing when their race are considered to have WON? Does winning (or not losing) mean getting to a higher level of self 'shiok' that we gave the others the middle finger? Achieving a so called plus in our social racial ethnic standing? Our race has beaten the other (thus lesser) group of humans?
Or our ethnic group has shown how great we are, as compared to  the other ethnic races?
Exactly it is this misplaced DNA of
(false) pride, (pointless) competitiveness for no reason other than to 'win' at all costs, to 'beat the others' - that destroy any good, any feeling of camaraderie, any sense of sharing, any caring concerns, any expressions of true superiority as a Man; that we humans otherwise are very capable of.
 No, no, no, talk is cheap! YES a resounding agreement if one is only concerned with paying lip service & pretends to be praising their Lords over every little seeming 'great' deeds their Lord has done through their interventionary prayers & petitions.
Oh my DOG, surely many has seen such 'hypocrisy' that makes one wish there had never been such a 'thing' called religion.
The same thing called ethnic pride, the same thing called patriotism, the same thing called racial integrity, the same thing called nationalism, the same thing called elite, the same thing called superior, the same 'monster' with many names - all meaning only a  misguided ideal i.e. a SILLY MISPLACED PRIDE in nothing, signifying extreme failure to  recognize & acknowledge a common (insignificant) ancestry.  
MAN attempting to be more, to excel, beat, better, win, put down the next - man; when in all essence each is NO DIFFERENT.

*Oh no we of XYZ race will rather 'putih tulang than putih mata'
*Oh never will our race take humiliation at the hands of these sub-intelligent race of miscreants.
*Oh how can we with such great glorious ancestors, who brave the seas in tongkangs, ever stand for the humiliation from ignoramuses like these uncivilized savages?

   
   Please do wake from such HALLUCINATORY DELUSIONS.
Do ask .. is one really so different, so much better, so distinguished just because one were of a certain descent or ancestry or race or ethnicity? Which different tree or branch of tree did one & one's bunch jumped down from to distinguish one from these others whom one so despise; who probably jumped from a branch of the same tree too?
So just in case Mr Alvin Tan has anything in his thoughts when he wrote the 'anger piece' to so encouragingly exhort CHINESE to rise to the abuse, face up to the humiliation, & to move to another geographically (western) location, and the indignation he vomited, it seemed rather apparent it might be just his wanting to sound heroic, patriotic or mistakenly racially proud.
  What a load of unnecessary Chinese chest thumping crap!
  If Mr. Alvin Tan can say with true conviction that one by just having a CHINESE ancestry was a creature of a different species i.e NOT human i.e. NOT having the same genetic make up as other homo sapiens on earth and thus not same as another man screwing around on this shit-ball, then maybe he has something to shout about when he proclaimed the awesome GREATNESS of CHINESE.
Do not tout the great achievements, the endurance, the courage, the daring, the bravado of Chinese (or any other ethnicity) 
He need not justify or even attempt to project how great, how brave, how impossibly intelligent, or superior, this race or that is, over the others. The fact he even needed to pit one race against another showed the distinct narrowness of mind so common to every other common man in the Mall, another indistinguished human being displaying learned pettiness.
  The bigger picture of a ONE race, a ONE group of beings, a true 'nation' of ONE Man - ONE created Beings,  is  more enticingly superior a vision than a ONE CHINESE gang.

° Has anyone smelled trash in different nations?
° Has anyone smelled the rotten carcass of a human being from different nationalities?
 Try it - one may be enlightened, enamored by the similarity of one's so claimed superior uniqueness, the complete insignificance of one's perceived GREATness.
 In case & for the benefit of those filled with squeamishness - they all smell exactly the SAME, bad smell like shit - trash and dead copses - all over the frigging earth!
 
So despite the shabby treatment handed out, the discrimination, divisively imposed by the BN government on other ethnicity in Malaysia than the Malays, 
know it is NOT about ethnic superiority or racial inferiority or Chinese or Indian or XYZnian special characters of inherent greatness!
It is NOT about being born of a certain descent or ancestry!
 PLEASE WAKE UP & recognize the complete irrelevance of racial or national superiority of any RACE in the Malaysian context. 
Recognize too the non relevance of perceived evil intent of any different Religious Groups !

IT IS ABOUT A CORRUPT GOVERNMENT OF MEN WITH NO VISION, WITH NO CONSCIENCE, NO SCRUPLES, NO MORALS, PERPETUATING CONTINUOUS POLITICAL DOMINATION OVER ALL MALAYSIANS OF EVERY COLOR, CLASS AND CREED; USING 'RACE' AS A TOOL, TO  CONVENIENTLY  FOOL ALL, AND TO KEEP  ON RAPING, PILLAGING AND PLUNDERING THE NATION!
 For no reason but to get fat without having to sweat for it.
  
   And here folks like learned ALVIN TAN falls flat into that trick, (or did he?) reacting as planned, by swearing at & cursing the Malays & perhaps by extension, Islam too.  
Raising unnecessary anger & fueling unneeded revulsion, poisoning 'wells' from which much good could potentially be drawn.
 Sad case of a Chinese with (presumed) ethically acquired, naturally endowed intelligence, apparently applied irrationally.
 Oh well thank Confucius we are fully aware of such that distinguishes a MAN from a man (or a mouse).
It was never about race or color.  

It is about being able to cut through the crap and seeing the shit for what it is.
The intended Hallucinatory 'enemy' the BN manipulators want the rakyat, the people to 'see' so to continue perpetuating their strangle-hold on the Nation to ultimately suck it, bleed it dry for their own selfish agenda.
 The many Alvin Tans out there ranting & raving about CHINESE superiority are as misdirected as
Orang Hutans beating, thumping their breasts at monyets, apes & chimpanzees claiming superiority of one monkey from another.

Laughable to say the least.

Sad & tragic, the inability to see the real issues.
  
  Of crooked, greedy lowly motivated people in political power,  ripping-off, giving the middle finger to an entire nation, enamored, enraptured, with heads in their individual butt-holes, of  their superior ethnic pride.


Friday, October 3, 2014

Death to ...




The one who craves wealth,
 gold & silver,
Becomes poorer,
Losing noble values,
In pursuit of his goal.


The one who hungers for power, fame and renown,
Acquires loss of respect;
Others for him -
He for himself.


He who thirsts for domination, power and control,
Becomes himself under the Will
Of the One,
who tempts, with false promises.


Wise is he who hungers
for what life does not provide.
Who seeks no earthly reward, or riches.
He will achieve 'Death'


'Death' to all 
that burden the soul & bloats it.
Till like the camel 
he cannot pass 
into the Joy beyond.


He would have found,
the cup 
that quenches all thirst;
the bread 
that fills every need.


Happy is that man,
for all that he will ever need,
would be his,
in 
Glorious Eternity.