Saturday, March 12, 2016

MøñkéYing around





      "... the seeming ease of scaling greater than humanly possible heights (with less than human efforts) & plumbing deeper than inhumanly devilish depths, through computer enhanced or generated interfaces, CGIs, has spawned an untapped pool of potential organ donors or harvestees, insofar as the maximising, extending of normal living human "functionales' are concerned.

Appendages & other human organs vis brains, hearts, lungs, 
vocal chords [especially], 
ears [more especially] 
now more often lie dormant, in idle mode, left on the shelf - so to speak.
  
    Once very value add-ons to our human anatomy & function which in days gone by (not always good Oldé Då¥s) increased human bonding as well as helped make life a truly worthwhile pursuit.
are now used & coordinated, preconfigured  to unerringly, [contrary to OEM's intent/design]
be centered, focused on what, how much, can be GAIN'd, be EARN'd, be WON, be PUT OVER on the OTHER Homo S{hole?}

HomoS (pronounce HomoASS), considered the greatest created Being since Alley Oo00ps
 -now cos he could click with one mighty left thumb, & mightier forefinger & could change perhaps redo the ENTIRETY?
 should be re-designed or in the least have these various useful (if as CREATOR intended) appendages/parts/attachments: translocated, transplanted, transposed - to folks who really needed these.
Many might prefer an Adopting Angel from a resource-rich nation to be made an Adoptee &  then flaunted as exhibits, of LOVE, of CARE, CONCERN for less fortunate, deprived udders ‘OTHERs’.
Perhaps that has already happened cos we might have translocated the human ‘thinker CPU' to be the next door neighbour of  Da BOSS 
& each time boss makes a break for the outhouse a little of  our 'thinker CPU' gets "fire'd into the °hole°

"...Man has almost (hope N؆) lost opportunity of attaining TRUE greatness,  expending God-given resources, Exhilarating, Gratifying, Obsessing  on zero return benefits via vainglorious  attempts to increase selfworth :- 


'ÉGØ' 
"Jéålous Seizüre - circa 0000"

Thursday, March 3, 2016

SMARTER than Clever




  Trouble starts, 

     every time, 
       without fail, 
          anytime, 
             always:
               when mere creatures
                             think 
                                ourselves 
                                  smart.


Whoever gave us that idea?
You knew who?

that trouble comes from that fatally flawed 'thought'. 

when we try to 'think' clever.

More than we really could ever be .

More trouble when we try to 'act' clever.

In the first place, there wasn’t any need to even try to be anything, especially - "smart".

We thought we were 'too' smart.

No?

YES!

When we actually are so poor in that department vs HIM we should not even try.

But we thought we were smarter.

SMARTER than clever

No?
YES!

Trouble is we seek in the wrong places:

In the nice sounding 'nothings'
In the politely 'petty'
In the correctly 'inoffensive' --- but untrue.
Frequently haunting places which would place us high in social esteem. 
We get close & cozy with the well-set & connected folks when what is ‘well’ & ‘connected’ might smell bad & is contaminated.
We wheel & deal to add "value". 

The things that truly should mean, we deny.
The things that mean naught, we blow up to add glamor to our poor self esteem.
All acts we commit, do or omit to do, ensure our image, seen by others as what would raise our stature regardless whether these are 
'good' 


'honest

'true'

'righteous

or 

even decently 

'human

Lost in our haste to catch up, in getting ahead.
  -- of whom -- of what -- of which race?

we engage in games from which we think we did derive pleasure playing - so to seem to have 'arrived'
We posture, preen, attempting almost every moment there is any inter-creature interface to raise our exclusivity, to increase our 'regality'

A silly illustration:
Is it possible to be having great fun tortuously trying to hit a tiny ball, purposely crafted to be unnatural in denying every Law of Nature  & chasing it into a tiny hole; 
with a club which is ineffectively shaped for     hitting anything at all by a normally formed human hand, all over a man made obstacle course even army recruits would cringe from?

so to be considered  as being 
someONE of Stature ?

We: 
* drop names of the high, mighty, powerful   
   like we really were pals, when these don't even      know us from Adam, 
* say trendy words 
* make cool sounds 
   to impress       
   
   whom?

Once "taking out" some one is for pleasurable pursuits, for ice cream, movies, a stroll, 
a leisurely drive   
* now it's
 'heroic' 
 'patriotic' 
 'gungho'  jargon deadlier than removing weeds.

We:
* miss to value the love parents have for kids.
* miss to value the love of kids for parents.
* dismiss the gentleness, concern, care, time         
     devoted by aged Grandies (Grandies in law)  as      they love little grandkiddies,      
     despite, disabling, painful infirmities,   
     functionalities, 
* are unfeeling, unconcerned for the lost of
     camaraderie between good friends from way 
     back then.
* fail to truly share others' sorrows in any   
     helpful way, but become experts in paying lip   
     service…which literally "SUCKS"
* look for things that are 'smart' to look for.
   Wealth, Fame, Power, Prestige, Social       
    Integrity, Respect of Queers oooops 'Peers'.



We seek 
* Greatness,
* Glory, 
* to fly in lofty circles (of vultures?)
* Glamor 
* Transient Adulations
* Meaningless Attention 

And all the time we think we are smart, savvy, worldly, trendy, well set, cool.

We :
* speak no wrong even against the greatest    
   wrong. 
* fake niceties, nodding to disagreeables,
   to unpleasentness,  to nice-sounding   
   but dishonest values, to appear as 'team' players           [life's game?] 
* lose our principles, our moral, spiritual   
   compass, drop off our pride, our convictions, on 
   what is 

Truth, 



Honor, 



Righteousness.


Piety


Trust


Trouble is we try to figure out stuff 
- "How stuff works" -
Stuff we thought we were smart to figure out. That's rather clever: then cleverer still 
- we so arrogantly try to figure out "GOD" 
with scientific succinct "human" logic  
     to unravel how, what, who, when, HE is about !

If this makes money : Heck why not


Attempting to gain ultimate supreme  credibility (perhaps?) with the ULTIMATE ‘ace’ up our sleeve.
So that when we say anything 
EVERY "éF.ing Joe stands at attention, erect, pay føøl attention, happily, submissively, cooperatively, patriotically,
piously agreeably nod assent.

OMG


What gave us that nerve to even think
That we could ever try,
To claim to know HIM?
[cos we've been there, done that?]

We have always thought we were pretty clever rather 'smart'.

 No?
Y E S !
   

That fatally flawed thought,

Interferes with our being here simply to appreciate 
HIS GREATNESS  

All living Createds were gifted

that 
'moment' 'chance' 'life' 
to immerse, 
 deeply drink
savor, 
be truly drenched, 
to saturate 
 & resonate with the


JOY HE felt when 


..He saw that it was GOOD..

we were birthed, to live, die, 
to return 
to whence we were and to again be 

enfolded, embraced, 


in



HIM









May you be not that smart.


Monday, February 15, 2016

Simple SIMON



"You think therefore you are



HEYL0 WAKEy WakeY

the bed bug thinks too:

so does the earthworm:

& too the bitch in heat:
thinking all the while the mongrel 
was dipping deep 
in her 
"heat" 

^
v

that 'blob' 
crawling around in the cesspool of sewage
    was [probably] thinking; 

"..wtf 'animal' could make 
such a sh•tty 
smelly pool 
of 
sh*t..?"


And you 
[who thought you was solely specially made]

thought, 

thinking
was your special exclusive gift 


.... 


HüH

>>>?¿<<<



Jihardists - Cum in MULTI-Flavors † Psychopathologies




A very thorny extremely controversial, charged issue currently being given much media focus.


Comments made more often add nothing positive -being partisan one way or the other.


The response of anyone, from whichever camp, being "non Absolute" i.e. not having characteristics of GOD's benevolence - would most "naturally" evoke & promote more of the same confrontational angst. 


Man operates in a Natural environ. 


God is SUPERNATURAL


Religions & the prescribed theologies being adopted, are man's ways to attempt reaching, returning to HIM, our attempts to understand God, perhaps not so much understanding rather to be synchronous with HIM.


However the competitiveness & 'must do better' urges of certain psychopathic megalomaniacal individuals which is directly affected & proportional to the size of the multitude of adoring faithfooled adherents; & fired by the level of incensed frenzy; has, is, will continue to destroy HIS will. 


Few bother to know or would strive to know what HIS Will is - rather all of us gladly subvert and manipulate HIS WILL, knowing not what that is - to impose our own on others.
THAT is the NATURAL man - MANipulative






GOD being SUPERNATURAL man would never be able to fully grasp - till perhaps when Man lose his human nature - Assumes SuperNature 


transcend - become spirit - body-less - dead to this PRESENT.. 

[Even then man will not fully comprehensively know HIM]



The process of transformation would not begin, for anyone to be enabled to 'approach' 'get close' to the Divine 
until every conventionally installed thought, value,  ideal of Righteousness/Wrongeousness AND everything the world receives & prescribes as right-set 

[most critically if such values/non-values are religion tainted]

are expunged.

together with human pride, agenda of man; be that man - the Pope, Popeye, Donald McTrump, Immam, Guru, The Lord, Master, Nabi/Nabinot, Uztaz whatever or whomever he be.


Till one devoids all that is embedded, that is earth-bounding one, the distance from 
HIM is far 

as distant 


as heaven is from Earth.



Thus CONtemporary media hyped & WWW disseminated tit for tat statements of strength, of bravado, of patriotism, of wtf, of political correctness, of Religious propriety, culturally presumed freedom & liberated 'impropriety' so labeled as support one for the other, displays the dichotomy of "natural" man's disability to be complete in his empathy, in his embrace of other's 'life'

LIFE is ALL that is from HIM 
the indefinable, unquantifiable, 
unmeasurable 'F' factor 
which came from HIM
 & 
to HIM must return.



That deafening, most obnoxious truth oft being justified as right :


*The tragic 9/11 event in NEW YORK 


*The equally tragic & just as justified & as true as even more correct : WAR on TERROR


Looking at the Scenario if via cyclops-like eye through a single narrowly focused, short-sighted lens, all the while hyper-driving on the steroids of Ethnicity, Nationalism, Patriotism, Religious Rhetorics
 "my dad is greater than your dad" school yard pride & other parochially focussed - non directional aim of self bloating intent - will hide Truth from all.                           



&





TRUTH





i





s







G.O.D









Tuesday, February 9, 2016

Silence - that's SPIRî†

       
           Overhead during Prayer Service held in Celebration of Eternally Elusive Peace, at the back pew of the Hall of CONS†AN† CONS†ERNA†ION
 - longitude 0° latitude 0° altitude -3,600,000

Two shriveled-withered-dried-up-prunney looking retired educationists were "Sharing" on retirement.

Retired Educationist #1:

                                         "Hi what are you into now sir, after leaving service? Working anymore?"
Retired Educationist #2 :
                                         "Oh I rear swines at the farm my dad left me up in  Bukit  Geroan."

Retired Educationist #1:
                                          "Wow that must be interesting, any different from teaching?"

Retired Educationist #2: 

                                           "Haiyaaa most definitely! AND more frustrating!  You wouldn't know how exasperating! Fed them swine's swill, not only do they thrive, they were thrilled. 
When I tried to improve their lot by feeding them Pearls, 
& I know my Pearls are best for them, they look at me like I was stupid or something ! 
Imagine, them; swines! dare to even look at me a senior ASSistant (rtd) of a Certified ABA+ College ! Heck if not for my wife not needing a foreign tour come fall I would have had them all slaughtered !  
Just to  show them how silly they were for rejecting my Pearls.
And you, what have you been up to lately good friend?"

Retired Educationist #1: 

                                          "Oh I'm enrolled to  follow the prescribed  therapeutic exercises from The Department of Requilibrilliance  to Re-calibrate, Re-align Re-establish the UnSavory Syndrome  suffered since graduating Training School  - 
It's some Idiopathic not at all understood 
disorder of the cerebral incapacity which result in
Incommensurate Inordinate MegaéYébloat  
 akin to megaloboastomae or something like that according to the Italian (Expatriate)Specialist who's practicing on me."

The Spirit that lives under the left hand corner of the [IKEA] table cloth; in extreme desperation & fearing for his Eternal Salvation chanted his mantra with increased veracity:
"Ommmm may I be enligh†ened asap oOo0OmmmmmmGG”


NOBODY was any the wiser


Saturday, February 6, 2016

Last Laugh ... ALONE



    All who were created, have a share in the fabric : "LIFE"
All were given that opportunity by being given life, being born, thrust into 'being'  part of the weaving process. 

The leader: Man entrusted with the role to lead, to be the compass for the entire flock of multi-directionally-inclined, Godliness-declined, ill-defined, mostly reclined gathering of created beings: 
Humans, had great need for, not just commitment, motivation & other self denying qualities, but a FACTOR  - which being Man &  only human, would have none naturally endowed at birth.
   If the Divine was not inclined to fill, & provide  that naturally lacking, yet most required møral (moreal)fibre the "F" factor Man so desperately needed, the HUMAN Circus long ago would have folded & the SCRIBE would have footnoted the final chapters of Man's descent to it's Dank Destiny.

Hence despite a willing spirit .. with a sensual heart within a vulnerable hedonistic body, Man was doomed to frequent falls, fails & hopeless headlong progress to a dastardly assured, obvious, expected, foregone Oblivion.
        

    
YET 
though the present conTEMPORARY 
being-ness ends in the ground, 
the journey of one's  Life   
does not. 
  
  The man who only lives till his last human breath, has never really realized the immensity & the Magnitude of his being here. 

  No event in the earthly world is a random meaningless happenstance. 
  Seemingly random chanced coincidences, or 'luck' are so perceived because of one's own allowed (till later) limited spiritual perception/vision. 

An unexplainable incident never was random, coincidental, neither a fluke lucky shot. It just is not time yet for the reason/purposé to be made known in it's entirety.

Believing thus as one incomplete, follow one's Guru, one's  Rabbi, one's soul/spiritual guide, & the many men & women possessed/blessed/charmed with spiritual.vision.extraordinaire;     though as one lives, every act one initiates 
with ignoble intentions or exemplary sterlingness of purpose 
either removes little or much, 
either contributes lots to or detracts plenty from the combined Guilt of Man.



Regardless if one succumbs to less than noble cravings, subscribing to more hedonistic pursuits; 

or from the illuminates of one's  godlier idealistic high-lights; 
the "colors, discolors, muddy stains, 
shadows grey, blue or black, burgundy marüøn, exØx†îz" all the strands would one weave  into  that fabric "LIFE".

Every one of each 'fiber' would require
TRUTHful justification  
TOTAL    accountability 
FINAL    recompense.
at END.

     The choice is one's own to be accountably responsible in treading this "route" 
threading of the TAPESTRY                      
                'LIFE'

Be it as one might

'Live' as the Happy Wanderer -
Wandering over the HI-ways & the BYE-ways 

would when base is touched 
     
 "..when day's done     
      gone's the sun
      gone the moon 
      gone the stars 

 from the hills
 from the seas
 from the skies
       
 from one's Eyes  
       &
  Ears
       &
   ALL

 does one yet even then 
  stand erect, pridefool

   faculties-less
  with
 limp heroic gusto, 
 hollow gunhohohoho
 empty bravado
 to loudly, insolently
 SHOUT
 doodadoodadoodadooo
 and arrogantLéé
 declare
 independance,  
 freedom
 with worthLéss 
 liberty

 affirm, insist 

  there was only one way 
     
AND 
  
it

      was 

         one's        
          
           WAY?



Thursday, February 4, 2016

My way ...

 



THE man : 

".. I have A dream



Nøñé is going to disrupt it…."

So
he dreamed

& long did he

 dream...

as he dreamed 

 LIVED his DREAM

HE made his DREAM others' dream too.

the ONLY 

Dream 

others could dream.

others : "..yes! yes! yes!
nod. nod. nod.
‘what a great dream !
how great this dream is !
yes ! yes ! yes ! 
indeed
a great MAN !
       a great DREAM ..!” 




pack rat : yum yum it smells cheesy


halal swine
: yea tastes rather haram-y to me


malevolent macaque
: would that it were more yellow


albino non-kosher ape
: done medium rare, would go down very well with a vodka martini







shaken & stirred, round off with a slice of Yubari Melon -


I want. I want.



early bird : complete with boundless clear skies - should work for me










queer fish : all around, in me, with me, through me - sure!






great dream










coffin worm :filled with boundless earth should be ok by me.










Child : ".. Is that my every night's nightmare" ?










Children : "..ours too "?





"Darkness: ".. ‘sniggerrrrr’ 


"go for it" 


v

v

v








"Blur" ..‘sniggerrrrr’

  "go for it"

V

v

v

Gutless Spineless Thinker [GST]

v

V


V
 "hey be a "Man", mann!  Go forrr it" 


BUT it only was a dream of a man, 
only a man
GREAT 
 man with only 
a dream, 

like yours

like his

like it's

like mine

like her's

like androgynous'



Like so countless many

who didn't count for much
 each had DREAMs zzzzZZZZ

If 
everyøñé's

were made 

the same

&

the only


DREAM


would it 

ever 

be 



H  p Y

???